I wish i knew you because im sure your wonderful
Latley ive been really short tempered for certain people, and like everything they do just bothers me. I hate how some people complain about things all the time...i wish they just realize that nothings as bad as they make it, and sooner or later...its all gonna work out. I really hate how like some people always get what they want, and then there are others who desearve all the hapiness in the world, and everything they ever dreamed of..and they are stuck with nothing. I just dont understand it. And i really regret a lot of things in my life. I hate this whole crushing thing, and i wish i had never let it get so out of control. I never realized it..but like I wish i had the chance to just get to know certain people before i ever made decisions or conclusions about them, because i think I would have been a lot happier. Not to say that im not happy, cause i am...more like annoyed. I just really wish that like one day i can get the chance to say what i really want to, and make certain people realize taht im not just some stupid girl who thinks so much about them but barley knows them. I know im not making sense at all..but i am to myself. If i had the chacne to do it all again, i think i'd do it a lot differently. Never let yourself get soo wrapped up in something u totally loose track of everything else in your life. Alright well, im bored and im not tired so i think ill be up awhile.