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i've felt like something is uncomfortable since i've been home. maybe its because i got so used to living in philly that home seems less like home, or that my parents have been redoing our house and its been chaotic here, or that my all my friends are going away for the summer, or that i havent started work yet and until I do, I'm just kind of idle. Whatever it is, things just feel off. I need to be constantly working towards something or progressing to feel security. I think I have some personal stuff to work out in my head, and i just keep procrastinating thinking about.