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[bebopsfinest74]

Why can't I write? I have great ideas, and people keep telling me this and that I'm quite good at writing, or at least better that most people, and that I just have to persevere and keep writing, but when I do I feel like everything is crap and I can't get my ideas straight without finding some flaw or loophole in it and I feel like I have to correct it somehow, which means rewriting what I just wrote which then wouldn't make sense, so I try to fix that but then I feel like I'm writing in circles with no end or point and then I forget my original point and I just wish this would stop because I have some pretty damn good ideas and I'd just like to get them on paper for others to read and me to get an A and by the way, why can't I talk in class? Every time my professor asks a question I either think of an answer or someone else gives an answer and I find a way to expand on it or that conflicts with it and a few times I pluck up the courage to actually speak but I can't vocalize anything I'm thinking and then I feel like I talk in circles and then I feel stupid and like everyone's looking at me and thinking "wow, look at how stupid this girl is" and then I get warm and huddle in my chair for the rest of class. Catch me Holden, I'm about to jump.

So anyway, I realized with Obama winning and everything David Letterman's segment "Great Moments in Presidential Speeches" will be no more.

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Or maybe he'll keep it around, but it just won't be as funny anymore.