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Um yep he's hawt
And I'm happy
And giggly
And I will completely ask him to come to Friday's party
Pirates and lingerie!
I may be working in the lab at the geology building this semester
Sorting fossils
I think my mom is the only one who cares though about me getting a job haha
Or anything I have to say sometimes but whatever
I guess that's what moms are for
Everyone will always have their own stuff they want to say and I'll admit for a long time I was guilty of not being a good listener
But realizing how sucky it feels to feel like what you're saying doesn't matter in a conversation shed light on the subject
So now I just absorb and try not to talk as much
If I said that everything was perfect that'd be a lie
If I said I was perfectly happy that would also be a lie
But I'm content and really I think that's all I really wanted from this experience
I don't know what else to write
I should probably do work or something like that
Getting tattooed this weekend and next Wednesday
I am further putting myself in a box
I am further realizing that doesn't matter anymore because people will always find something or other to bitch about or judge on so just being happy with what I'm doing for me is all that matters
A healthy balance of selfish and selfless is what it takes to find happiness I'm learning
And I'm happy
And giggly
And I will completely ask him to come to Friday's party
Pirates and lingerie!
I may be working in the lab at the geology building this semester
Sorting fossils
I think my mom is the only one who cares though about me getting a job haha
Or anything I have to say sometimes but whatever
I guess that's what moms are for
Everyone will always have their own stuff they want to say and I'll admit for a long time I was guilty of not being a good listener
But realizing how sucky it feels to feel like what you're saying doesn't matter in a conversation shed light on the subject
So now I just absorb and try not to talk as much
If I said that everything was perfect that'd be a lie
If I said I was perfectly happy that would also be a lie
But I'm content and really I think that's all I really wanted from this experience
I don't know what else to write
I should probably do work or something like that
Getting tattooed this weekend and next Wednesday
I am further putting myself in a box
I am further realizing that doesn't matter anymore because people will always find something or other to bitch about or judge on so just being happy with what I'm doing for me is all that matters
A healthy balance of selfish and selfless is what it takes to find happiness I'm learning