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[bebeka_memeka]

sitting at my chair
can't move a bit
some girls are going to dance tonight
but not me
i'm just sitting and thinking is there any chance for endless feeling
is there any chance
i say no
no way for anything endless in human life
it's not sad it's not new
but i'm scared to say forever for anything but tattoo
why?
why i feel so weak? why no power for even saying it in russian
why no inspiration
why so weak why so weak
when everything went wrong?
move on move on
too OK makes me feel weak an suspicious