i melted the "e"
funny, this is the first journal entry ever. (how long have i been on LJ?) oh well it doesnt matter. i melted the "e" on this keyboard. it isnt my keyboard. this is the best thing that has happened to me today. ..this week ..this month ..? i fear my parent's predictions are coming true. the song, "my dad's a drunk, my mom is a schizo" has always been particularly true for me. it was my anthem for a long time. "becuase _i_ am a drunk, _i_ am a schizo." mom says, "stupid, ugly, irresponsible, ungrateful, whore-ish looking, stupid, stupid, stupid, ugly, skinny, little bitch." but then dad always makes me feel better: "drug-addict, lieing, crack-whore, slutty, ungrateful, ungrateful, ungrateful, cock-sucking, thieving fucking mooch get the fuck out of my sight you ignorant little whore, liar, thief! call your fucking mom to come and get you WHORE because you and your cunt mother are going to be roommates for the whole summer."
it's not summer, dad.
"shut up, smart-ass. no one likes a stupid smart-ass thieves! no wonder you cant keep a boyfriend or a friend. ugly, crack-addict, liar, mooch"*slam*"you think you can mooch off your friends like durran does for a ride?"*smack*
i guess we'll see, dad. I GUESS WE'LL FUCKING SEE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT.
if i want something bad enough, will it happen?
it's not summer, dad.
"shut up, smart-ass. no one likes a stupid smart-ass thieves! no wonder you cant keep a boyfriend or a friend. ugly, crack-addict, liar, mooch"*slam*"you think you can mooch off your friends like durran does for a ride?"*smack*
i guess we'll see, dad. I GUESS WE'LL FUCKING SEE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT.
if i want something bad enough, will it happen?