love me or leave me baby dont lead me on
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my mom again acted surprised when she asked how school was going and i said "mom you know i hate it here".she then asked if i would like to transfer to TO because herself and my father thought that might help.i decided i didnt want to be the new kid again.once was/is hard enough.there is one place i would not mind being the new kid though.that place being granada of course.for some reason i am not thinking that is going to work out.although i very much want it to.i ate cup noodles today 1)with a fork for Erika &2)with out draining it for Jules.it made me wonder if one of my girls was eating it at the same time as me.when you miss your best friends more than ever imaginable you think of dumb stuff like that.i was telling my mom how the people i hang out with here i cant see them ever being the kind of friends who have a shoulder to cry on.i miss that.
my mom again acted surprised when she asked how school was going and i said "mom you know i hate it here".she then asked if i would like to transfer to TO because herself and my father thought that might help.i decided i didnt want to be the new kid again.once was/is hard enough.there is one place i would not mind being the new kid though.that place being granada of course.for some reason i am not thinking that is going to work out.although i very much want it to.i ate cup noodles today 1)with a fork for Erika &2)with out draining it for Jules.it made me wonder if one of my girls was eating it at the same time as me.when you miss your best friends more than ever imaginable you think of dumb stuff like that.i was telling my mom how the people i hang out with here i cant see them ever being the kind of friends who have a shoulder to cry on.i miss that.