.... Just Some Thoughts ....
.. I've been thinking a lot lately... So many things have been reminding me about Craig lately.. It's been almost 1 full year since he's been goin.. June 16 will be 1 year.. I miss him so much right now. It's been so hard not being able to see him whenever I want. Yeah, I have someone new in my life, and he is just so sweet and treats me so good... But I miss Craig so much. I miss being able to just even talk to him whenever I please without it costing me anything.
My boyfriend has been so caring and understanding through everything.. We've been together for almost a month, and he's gone through a lot because of me. Like, I met him through Drew (my ex, I wrote about him in a previous entry..) and after Drew and I broke up, my bf got my scree n name throgh him.. We started talking.. Well, lets just say some stuff happened between Drew and I (no not sex!!) and Drew told Tony.. Well, I have this hard time with kissing people.. I've had this problem with everyone I've ever dated except for 3 peop l e... Well, I dunno.. It's a lot worse with Tony though.. I think that's because he's leaving for the Marines August 12 (he's going to boot camp for 3 months, then hes coming back for at the most a month, then leaving for 4 years to California.) and I guess I'm protecting myself even more than I usually would.. I dunno.. I'm trying to make it stop, but it's so hard... He's also been dealing, very well mind you, with the fact of Craig.. Like how Craig was my first love and is still in my life (some what).. He's great though.. Granted he's squished me several times (he's not fat or chunky or anything, just sometimes he'll hug me WAY too tight and squish my ribs and stuff... If you know me, you know I'm VERY tiny...) and squeezed my hands, shoved whip cream u p my nose for a picture at Denny's, and has squished my boobs several times... He's still really good to me. Yeah, he's irritated me a few times, but I cool down and I'm getting used to it... I dunno, whatever, I'll finish this later... Bye bye all...
Thankyou Baby For Being So Understanding!!
-Brandî-
My boyfriend has been so caring and understanding through everything.. We've been together for almost a month, and he's gone through a lot because of me. Like, I met him through Drew (my ex, I wrote about him in a previous entry..) and after Drew and I broke up, my bf got my scree n name throgh him.. We started talking.. Well, lets just say some stuff happened between Drew and I (no not sex!!) and Drew told Tony.. Well, I have this hard time with kissing people.. I've had this problem with everyone I've ever dated except for 3 peop l e... Well, I dunno.. It's a lot worse with Tony though.. I think that's because he's leaving for the Marines August 12 (he's going to boot camp for 3 months, then hes coming back for at the most a month, then leaving for 4 years to California.) and I guess I'm protecting myself even more than I usually would.. I dunno.. I'm trying to make it stop, but it's so hard... He's also been dealing, very well mind you, with the fact of Craig.. Like how Craig was my first love and is still in my life (some what).. He's great though.. Granted he's squished me several times (he's not fat or chunky or anything, just sometimes he'll hug me WAY too tight and squish my ribs and stuff... If you know me, you know I'm VERY tiny...) and squeezed my hands, shoved whip cream u p my nose for a picture at Denny's, and has squished my boobs several times... He's still really good to me. Yeah, he's irritated me a few times, but I cool down and I'm getting used to it... I dunno, whatever, I'll finish this later... Bye bye all...
Thankyou Baby For Being So Understanding!!
-Brandî-