He thinks he loves me!! YyYyYyYyAaAaAaAaYyYyYyYy!!
Ok. In an earlier entry, I had said sumthin 'bout a dude named Jeremy.. Well.. Here's da deal.. I was lookin' for someone (an ex of mine) through the AOL directory.. I found Jeremy. Granted, I was lookin' for a Jeremy, but this wasn't the right one. Jeremy and I have been talkin' since, probablly, Janurary or sumthin. He's a TOTAL sweet heart! I wub 'em to death! (Jeremy, you're mi baby! Mi wub u! *giggles*) Anywho.. I wrote Jeremy an e-mail stating that I liked him.. He never replied.. Well, last week, he IMs me but I was in the other room (takin' a shower or somethin', I dun remember).. I didn't see the IM 'till I got back.. Anyhow. Well, I E-mailed Jeremy askin' about what he said in the IM.. Well, the next day, his cuz goes on his name and looks at his e-mail.. Well, he reads the e-mail from me and IMs me.. Here's the convo *giggles*:
April 3, 2002.
Convo. ended at: 9:44:35 p.m.:
WISHUWEREM420 = Jeremy's sn (but his cuz is talkin' on it)
FL Cutiy = Me
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WISHUWEREM420: who is this ??
FL Cutiy: Excuse me?
WISHUWEREM420: well have u talked to Jeremy today this is his cuzin
FL Cutiy: No, I haven't.
WISHUWEREM420: damn!
FL Cutiy: Why?
FL Cutiy: He's down in FL.. He won't be back in OH till Thursday
FL Cutiy: Why are you on his name?
WISHUWEREM420: cuz his coach called his mom last night and she called my mom all crying and i need to know what happened to him
WISHUWEREM420: cuz im at his house
FL Cutiy: No, I haven't heard from him today. I heard from him lastnight around 10 or something.
WISHUWEREM420: well him and some of his tamates went out drinking last night and ended up in the hospital and i dont kow how serious it is
FL Cutiy: Does his mom know what happened?
WISHUWEREM420: thats all i know i can ask her ..hold on
FL Cutiy: Ok.
WISHUWEREM420: ok...nothing happened to him and his friends his mom was upset cuz they thought something happend
FL Cutiy: oh god
FL Cutiy: that was weird
FL Cutiy: i just had a huge feeling of relief from me
FL Cutiy: well, can u do me a favor?
WISHUWEREM420: and his team won their b-ball game
WISHUWEREM420: yeah sure
FL Cutiy: the e-mail that you just read, that i sent to jeremy, can you keep that as new for me? i want him to read it and respond to it.
FL Cutiy: good, im glad they won
WISHUWEREM420: o ur Brandi
FL Cutiy: i wanted to watch it.. but they dont show the HS games down in fl
FL Cutiy: u kno about me?
WISHUWEREM420: yeah he talks about you alot
FL Cutiy: <~worried now
FL Cutiy: bad or good things?
WISHUWEREM420: no its good
FL Cutiy: oohh
FL Cutiy: ::giggles:: strange
FL Cutiy: what's he said?
WISHUWEREM420: things like he doesent really know u but he thinks he might love u
WISHUWEREM420: so u must be a great girl cuz he has been hurt so bad bad the last girl that he's not the same
FL Cutiy: ur cuz is REALLY sweet
WISHUWEREM420: so dont hurt him please
FL Cutiy: yeh, i know ALL about her
FL Cutiy: him and i talk about her at times..
FL Cutiy: i won't. i would never
FL Cutiy: i dont do stuff like that
WISHUWEREM420: well she was a bitch who almost had him kill hiself
FL Cutiy: ive been thru what hes goin thru
FL Cutiy: hell, im still goin thru it
WISHUWEREM420: well he talks about u all the time
WISHUWEREM420: like we will go to shoot ball or sumtin and he talks bout u none stop
FL Cutiy: awh
WISHUWEREM420: he always talks about ur sexy voice lol
WISHUWEREM420: i dunno hes crazy
FL Cutiy: lol
FL Cutiy: yeah, he tells me it sounds sexy and crap.. i duno
WISHUWEREM420: so do u got pix
FL Cutiy: i dont think so. but hey, jeremys not me
FL Cutiy: yeah
WISHUWEREM420: can i see what u look like
FL Cutiy: hold on
FL Cutiy: there
FL Cutiy: they are real bad.. but only recent ones i got
WISHUWEREM420: ok let me take a look
FL Cutiy: k
WISHUWEREM420: so do u got anymore ?
FL Cutiy: not any recent ones
WISHUWEREM420: well hell send them all
FL Cutiy: haha y?
WISHUWEREM420: cuz i like pix
WISHUWEREM420: :-) i bet jeremy sent u his modeling pix dident he
WISHUWEREM420: no he dident cuz his scanner is at my house lol
FL Cutiy: no i never got any of him
FL Cutiy: :-(
WISHUWEREM420: well from a cuzin and other guy point of view hes a very good looking dude
FL Cutiy: i wanna SEE it formyself though
WISHUWEREM420: hes on a modeling web-site i forget which one tho
FL Cutiy: oh
WISHUWEREM420: did u send the rest of ur pix
FL Cutiy: no..itll take tooooooo long
FL Cutiy: thers like 100
FL Cutiy: but, can i ask ya somethin'?
WISHUWEREM420: yeah
FL Cutiy: ok, go to his old mail,or fav. places and see if ther eis an e-mail from me from last week
WISHUWEREM420: sorry bout that
WISHUWEREM420: what were u gonna ask
FL Cutiy: its ok..ok, go to his old mail,or fav. places and see if ther eis an e-mail from me from last week
FL Cutiy: i had asked 'em sumthin....
WISHUWEREM420: nope
FL Cutiy: ok
FL Cutiy: well. basically.
FL Cutiy: i told 'em i liked 'em and stuff
FL Cutiy: and since ur his cuz and all
WISHUWEREM420: yeah he told me bout that when i talked to him
WISHUWEREM420: yeah he does like u ...but hes scared i guess
WISHUWEREM420: and u live far away
FL Cutiy: yah i kno
WISHUWEREM420: but im gonna go ok he will be back tonight at 11:30
WISHUWEREM420: so ill tell him to get on here and talk to you
WISHUWEREM420: k bye
FL Cutiy: k thanks, bye
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Well, that's the convo.. Turns out Jeremy really cares for me *n stuff and may be fallin for me.. *sigh* I duno. Ive never met em, yet I care sooooo much for him.. Kinda strange. I duno. *long sigh* Buh, yah, Im totally happy to know he basically feels the same exact way I do.. Jeremy's been der for me when no one else was. Like, when I thought I wuz pregnent, he wuz real worried bout me. When I needed sumone to talk to, he'd take time away from his busy schedule to listen to me *n help.. I consider muhself lucky to of found em and become friends with him.. I hope to meet him one day as well. Buh, we'll see bout that.. Alrite, Imma go and stop ramblin' on.. Buh byz!
Jeremy!!! Wub U! *giggles*.. ::MuAhZz!!:: ::HuGgZz::
-Brandi-
Jeremy... Hug baby?
P.S. Hmm. Now I'm kinda wonderin'.. I wonder if we'd ever have a chance? *growls* I hate wondering that stuff when I already know the answer.. I know it's a no, buh I can't help buh wonder now.. And I wonder how things wuld be if I lived der or he lived down here.. ?? *pouts* Buh, I'll never find out.. *pouts* Oh well.. Atleast the feelings are shared..
Buh byz all! :oP 2 Jeremy! :oD
April 3, 2002.
Convo. ended at: 9:44:35 p.m.:
WISHUWEREM420 = Jeremy's sn (but his cuz is talkin' on it)
FL Cutiy = Me
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WISHUWEREM420: who is this ??
FL Cutiy: Excuse me?
WISHUWEREM420: well have u talked to Jeremy today this is his cuzin
FL Cutiy: No, I haven't.
WISHUWEREM420: damn!
FL Cutiy: Why?
FL Cutiy: He's down in FL.. He won't be back in OH till Thursday
FL Cutiy: Why are you on his name?
WISHUWEREM420: cuz his coach called his mom last night and she called my mom all crying and i need to know what happened to him
WISHUWEREM420: cuz im at his house
FL Cutiy: No, I haven't heard from him today. I heard from him lastnight around 10 or something.
WISHUWEREM420: well him and some of his tamates went out drinking last night and ended up in the hospital and i dont kow how serious it is
FL Cutiy: Does his mom know what happened?
WISHUWEREM420: thats all i know i can ask her ..hold on
FL Cutiy: Ok.
WISHUWEREM420: ok...nothing happened to him and his friends his mom was upset cuz they thought something happend
FL Cutiy: oh god
FL Cutiy: that was weird
FL Cutiy: i just had a huge feeling of relief from me
FL Cutiy: well, can u do me a favor?
WISHUWEREM420: and his team won their b-ball game
WISHUWEREM420: yeah sure
FL Cutiy: the e-mail that you just read, that i sent to jeremy, can you keep that as new for me? i want him to read it and respond to it.
FL Cutiy: good, im glad they won
WISHUWEREM420: o ur Brandi
FL Cutiy: i wanted to watch it.. but they dont show the HS games down in fl
FL Cutiy: u kno about me?
WISHUWEREM420: yeah he talks about you alot
FL Cutiy: <~worried now
FL Cutiy: bad or good things?
WISHUWEREM420: no its good
FL Cutiy: oohh
FL Cutiy: ::giggles:: strange
FL Cutiy: what's he said?
WISHUWEREM420: things like he doesent really know u but he thinks he might love u
WISHUWEREM420: so u must be a great girl cuz he has been hurt so bad bad the last girl that he's not the same
FL Cutiy: ur cuz is REALLY sweet
WISHUWEREM420: so dont hurt him please
FL Cutiy: yeh, i know ALL about her
FL Cutiy: him and i talk about her at times..
FL Cutiy: i won't. i would never
FL Cutiy: i dont do stuff like that
WISHUWEREM420: well she was a bitch who almost had him kill hiself
FL Cutiy: ive been thru what hes goin thru
FL Cutiy: hell, im still goin thru it
WISHUWEREM420: well he talks about u all the time
WISHUWEREM420: like we will go to shoot ball or sumtin and he talks bout u none stop
FL Cutiy: awh
WISHUWEREM420: he always talks about ur sexy voice lol
WISHUWEREM420: i dunno hes crazy
FL Cutiy: lol
FL Cutiy: yeah, he tells me it sounds sexy and crap.. i duno
WISHUWEREM420: so do u got pix
FL Cutiy: i dont think so. but hey, jeremys not me
FL Cutiy: yeah
WISHUWEREM420: can i see what u look like
FL Cutiy: hold on
FL Cutiy: there
FL Cutiy: they are real bad.. but only recent ones i got
WISHUWEREM420: ok let me take a look
FL Cutiy: k
WISHUWEREM420: so do u got anymore ?
FL Cutiy: not any recent ones
WISHUWEREM420: well hell send them all
FL Cutiy: haha y?
WISHUWEREM420: cuz i like pix
WISHUWEREM420: :-) i bet jeremy sent u his modeling pix dident he
WISHUWEREM420: no he dident cuz his scanner is at my house lol
FL Cutiy: no i never got any of him
FL Cutiy: :-(
WISHUWEREM420: well from a cuzin and other guy point of view hes a very good looking dude
FL Cutiy: i wanna SEE it formyself though
WISHUWEREM420: hes on a modeling web-site i forget which one tho
FL Cutiy: oh
WISHUWEREM420: did u send the rest of ur pix
FL Cutiy: no..itll take tooooooo long
FL Cutiy: thers like 100
FL Cutiy: but, can i ask ya somethin'?
WISHUWEREM420: yeah
FL Cutiy: ok, go to his old mail,or fav. places and see if ther eis an e-mail from me from last week
WISHUWEREM420: sorry bout that
WISHUWEREM420: what were u gonna ask
FL Cutiy: its ok..ok, go to his old mail,or fav. places and see if ther eis an e-mail from me from last week
FL Cutiy: i had asked 'em sumthin....
WISHUWEREM420: nope
FL Cutiy: ok
FL Cutiy: well. basically.
FL Cutiy: i told 'em i liked 'em and stuff
FL Cutiy: and since ur his cuz and all
WISHUWEREM420: yeah he told me bout that when i talked to him
WISHUWEREM420: yeah he does like u ...but hes scared i guess
WISHUWEREM420: and u live far away
FL Cutiy: yah i kno
WISHUWEREM420: but im gonna go ok he will be back tonight at 11:30
WISHUWEREM420: so ill tell him to get on here and talk to you
WISHUWEREM420: k bye
FL Cutiy: k thanks, bye
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Well, that's the convo.. Turns out Jeremy really cares for me *n stuff and may be fallin for me.. *sigh* I duno. Ive never met em, yet I care sooooo much for him.. Kinda strange. I duno. *long sigh* Buh, yah, Im totally happy to know he basically feels the same exact way I do.. Jeremy's been der for me when no one else was. Like, when I thought I wuz pregnent, he wuz real worried bout me. When I needed sumone to talk to, he'd take time away from his busy schedule to listen to me *n help.. I consider muhself lucky to of found em and become friends with him.. I hope to meet him one day as well. Buh, we'll see bout that.. Alrite, Imma go and stop ramblin' on.. Buh byz!
Jeremy!!! Wub U! *giggles*.. ::MuAhZz!!:: ::HuGgZz::
-Brandi-
Jeremy... Hug baby?
P.S. Hmm. Now I'm kinda wonderin'.. I wonder if we'd ever have a chance? *growls* I hate wondering that stuff when I already know the answer.. I know it's a no, buh I can't help buh wonder now.. And I wonder how things wuld be if I lived der or he lived down here.. ?? *pouts* Buh, I'll never find out.. *pouts* Oh well.. Atleast the feelings are shared..
Buh byz all! :oP 2 Jeremy! :oD