-____-; what a bad day to start with >_>;
bah.. absent again today.. -_-; i have a record of 4 absences(including this one) and 1 half day already.. bah... =( don't know what's wrong with my body -_-; supposed to be there are no classes today.. >_>; we are near metro manila area and metro manila is one of the affected parts of the rally today.. -_-; bahhhh.. i am really pissed... and more than that.. i was scolded .. AGAIN! darn it.. when will they stop nagging me for being absent. my pop even told me to stop attending school if i'll be absent often.. -_-; i hate it when they nag me.. why don't they try to show some concern for me.. with that i might even learn how to force myself to study hard.. but as long as they don't i guess i'll stay like this.. not getting serious with studies -__-; bah.. i really hate being nagged.. especially when i know that i have a point.. i mean.. just like today.. what's the use of going to school if i'll be bored completely plus.. i won't understand a thing of what the teachers say..-_-; am really in a bad shape this morning.. my body hurts(not really much but still it hurts.. -_-;)what should i do? >_>; i have to do my best in the third and fourth grading... =( if not, i'll really be dead.. to my parents.. -_-; hayzz.. how i wish i never became an honor student.. -_-; darn.. i really hate it now.. oh well.. is there anything i can do? i guess there aren't any.. -_-; i just have to bear with this situation until i finally find a work after i graduate.. bah.. i know they're doing this for my sake but at least they should let me feel that i am their child.. not any kind of machine that would do whatever they ask me to do.. -_-; am i making sense of what.. bah.. can't tell everthing here =( oh.. btw.. before i forget... i feel pissed today but i also feel like a new born me.. ask why? it's a secret ^_^v lolz.. :D at least my mind is now in condition.. =) i know who is who xD aheheh