bah!
*sigh* it's been weeks since i last posted here.. it only proves one thing o_O these past few weeks i've been very busy with studying(i guess o.o or rather playing xD) well yeah.. just finished my entrance exam last saturday morning in UP.. and hell it was hard -_-; i guess i lose the chance to enter UP. >_<; what a bummer.. -_-; oh well.. my real purpose in posting here is kinda... you know.. "madrama" and one might even say.."maarte" hehe =.=; actually, i shouldn't take this seriously. nothing's new i guess.. just same old people around.. -_-; and because i can't take it anymore.. i even had the courage to cry in front of my teacher which i suppose i shouldn't have done.. >_>; kakahiya.. waaa~ oh well.. just like now. i didn't attend school today.. i'm pretty sick and i don't feel well.. but instead of getting.."cge pahinga ka na anak.." what i get is "absent ka nanaman... mawawala ka na sa honor nyan" grr.. how i wish i never qualified in the top 10 honor list.. before when i wasn't a honor student yet.. i can still endure their words to me.. i mean when they say, "anak aral ka na.. para pumasa ka..." i think that's better than saying "aral ka na lang... puro ka laro kaya ka nawawala sa honor!" bah.. and when i lost the honor title.."ayan! nawala ka na sa honor! wala ka na kasi ibang ginawa kundi maglaro! d ka na nagaaral." they even scold ate recy for letting me play.. but what really happened is that she only allows me to play during weekends and i don't think that's wrong.. don't tell me they won't let me play even during weekends.. playing is my only past time other than watching tv. it is where i put all my angst. bah! can't take this anymore.. -_-; how i wish i was an ordinary child.. sometimes, i envy those child whose parents are always happy whenever their child gets high grades. they don't care about honors blah blah.. but what they care about is that their child tries his very best just to pass the school exams. -__-; sigh.. now am having a problem.. i don't think i'll be included in the honor's list this grading.. i have this difficulty in physics.. >_<; and i might even fail in the report card. -_-; i just hope i don't fail or i will get another set of those kind of words. anyway.. bye for now.. need to sleep..rest whatever i can do.. just to rest! i still have to attend class this afternoon..-_-;