Oct 29, 2004 21:58
You know i was thinking today why do some people care so much about what other people say....
i say it for the bad things...
like...... people get hurt cuz they say something u dont like to ur face,but u dont like people to talk shit..... i mean, i get if its like someone they care about..... that, i will understand, but then if its other people why do we care?
other people if u really start thinking are just there...
and what comes out of their mouth doesnt necessarily need to be important, we make it important, like seriously.....today some called me fukin a bitch...
maybe i am, but then again.....thats the way i am, nobody can change me , not nething they'll say or do will..... so? ....
whats the big deal....? letting me know that i was a bitch? ohh i knew that! hello!! im the one that decided to be that way. u like it cool... u dont... too bad...
of course unless its somebody who is indispensable in my life, which in my life they r quite few, which is particularly not surprising.
changing the subject........
im still in love..... although ive tried to get him out of my head i cant, its almost impossible...
the chance of being with him was taken away from me, no questions asked.
i know he still feels something for me,
we talk everyday, and though i want to tell him how much i love him, i cant
its been over a year since we where last together.
please dont ask who it is, for i will ignore ne questions asked about this matter.
got my report card.....
real good grades.... im happy...
nothing else to say but that im fukin fallin tired...
so much love
tigger