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Wow!!!!! I am having the best weekend!!! I haven't had so much fun in so long. I can actually say that I dont feel trapped, I feel free. On Wednesday I wrote in here and in myspace and I told him to read everything I had written. And he text messaged me and told me to dress warm cause he was coming over. lol. He got here like at 3 am and we talked till like 6 am it as crazy. On Thursday he invited me to a Thanxgiving Party at his house. I had so much fun, just seeing old friends and dancing with him like we used to. It was awesome. I didn't leave his house till like 5:30 am. We talked alot. On Friday we went on our first official date. He took me to the movies to watch Harry Potter we've watched all 4 of them now. lol. After the movies we went Code in Tampa. It was fun cause I got to spend time with him and dance with him and talk more... But also I had fun because the girls where there. And had never actually chilled with them like that ever. And it was awesome. Tonight he invited me to chill with him and others at Tony's house. I don't know if he wanted me to go or if he invited me because I called? And I really don't know if I want to go because of that. i don't want him to invite me somewhere if he doesn't want me there. It was so much easier when we were just friends without strong strong feelings for each other. Becasue back then I was oe of the guys. I don't know? ummm... anyways let me get off that subject... He has changed alot but there is something he did today that bothered me. But let me not get into that. I'm bouts to go cause he just called me to go to his house so i guess I will go. LOL anyways till next time.