Not easy looking at things
With seeing more and more of the same, day by day, i feel like i'm running on fumes, so to speak. Over the months i've been seeing what my old friends have been up to, since we haven't talked in a while. And it seems that alot of them are leading a pretty good life. Some are having children of their own, some of them are engaged to someone, and some of them are planning to move away to wherever. But even though i'm happy for them, as i compare my life today with their life today, i feel as though nothing much has changed over the years =(. Some of my friends are getting good jobs cause they know certain people, where as i can't get anything because i'm a common person. Some of my friends are living with a BF/GF or planning on getting married, where as i can't even find anyone who wants to take a chance on getting to know me better. And some of my friends are planning to travel to any place they want, where as i can't go anywhere because of my lack of money and lack of people who want to travel with me.
I guess i'm just upset because i'm still where i was last year and the year before =(. I will always have hope, nothing can kill that. I just hope one day the hope i have now will lead me to something worth wild.
I guess i'm just upset because i'm still where i was last year and the year before =(. I will always have hope, nothing can kill that. I just hope one day the hope i have now will lead me to something worth wild.