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our pastor is a drunkard.he drained a cup of christ's blood like a champ.and this is his fifth sermon today.classy.but!!our church welcomes everyone.even those goddamn faggots.so religion gets a check for christmas!i'm in a sour mood.apparently, one inch of snow is too much for me to drive to grosse pointe.except i've been there before, and i've driven in worse, and my dad is an asshole.i hope he ruins my new year's eve, too.just so he can feel better about himself.
at good ole church i saw jayme and her brother, brett.he's 19, addicted to whatever [alcohol, sex, drugs, etc.], and rumored to be an asshole.also, amazingly attractive.seems right up my alley.maybe i'll have sex with him before i go back to school.just to get back into my old skin.
//edit: you know, all i wanted for christmas were resolved issues and some complacency with anything in my life.and i bet all i'm going to get are clothes.
10 bands i've been listening to lately:
1. radiohead.
2. cursive.
3. saosin.
4. postal service.
5. death cab for cutie.
6. sigur ros.
7. i hate myself
8. hopesfall.
9. thursday.
10. cardigans.
9 things I'm looking forward to:
1. someone who enjoys fucking me more than once.
2. mescalin.
3. germany.
4. california, maybe.
5. a foot of snow.
6. finding my hipbones.
7. winning emily a lava lamp.
8. getting my skirts back from brittany.
9. being out of debt.
8 things I like to wear:
1. my belt.
2. black.
3. socks.
4. band-aids.
5. eyeliner.
6. a hoodie.
7. pants.
8. my heart on my sleeve.boo fucking hoo.
7 things that annoy me:
1. my brother.
2. kids.
3. old people.
4. my father.
5. glass cuts.
6. my laptop's inept keyboard.
7. my inconsistencies.
6 things I love:
1. sex.
2. vodka.
3. cigarettes.
4. driving on the freeway, to radiohead.
5. having a real reason to smile.
6. photography; when my ideas work.
5 things I do every day:
1. sleep.
2. drive.
3. listen to music.
4. mope.
5. eat.
4 People I want to spend more time with:
1. emily.
2. sean.
3. sam.i miss IAC.
4. tuffany/mandy [they are one].
3 movies I could watch over and over again:
1. requiem for a dream.
2. empire records.
3. old school.
2 of my favorite songs of the moment:
1. sigur ros, track two of ().
2. cursive, the first track off of domestica.
1 thing I'd rather be doing:
1. driving around with lee, looking at christmas lights and pretending i don't exsist.
at good ole church i saw jayme and her brother, brett.he's 19, addicted to whatever [alcohol, sex, drugs, etc.], and rumored to be an asshole.also, amazingly attractive.seems right up my alley.maybe i'll have sex with him before i go back to school.just to get back into my old skin.
//edit: you know, all i wanted for christmas were resolved issues and some complacency with anything in my life.and i bet all i'm going to get are clothes.
10 bands i've been listening to lately:
1. radiohead.
2. cursive.
3. saosin.
4. postal service.
5. death cab for cutie.
6. sigur ros.
7. i hate myself
8. hopesfall.
9. thursday.
10. cardigans.
9 things I'm looking forward to:
1. someone who enjoys fucking me more than once.
2. mescalin.
3. germany.
4. california, maybe.
5. a foot of snow.
6. finding my hipbones.
7. winning emily a lava lamp.
8. getting my skirts back from brittany.
9. being out of debt.
8 things I like to wear:
1. my belt.
2. black.
3. socks.
4. band-aids.
5. eyeliner.
6. a hoodie.
7. pants.
8. my heart on my sleeve.boo fucking hoo.
7 things that annoy me:
1. my brother.
2. kids.
3. old people.
4. my father.
5. glass cuts.
6. my laptop's inept keyboard.
7. my inconsistencies.
6 things I love:
1. sex.
2. vodka.
3. cigarettes.
4. driving on the freeway, to radiohead.
5. having a real reason to smile.
6. photography; when my ideas work.
5 things I do every day:
1. sleep.
2. drive.
3. listen to music.
4. mope.
5. eat.
4 People I want to spend more time with:
1. emily.
2. sean.
3. sam.i miss IAC.
4. tuffany/mandy [they are one].
3 movies I could watch over and over again:
1. requiem for a dream.
2. empire records.
3. old school.
2 of my favorite songs of the moment:
1. sigur ros, track two of ().
2. cursive, the first track off of domestica.
1 thing I'd rather be doing:
1. driving around with lee, looking at christmas lights and pretending i don't exsist.