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i don't know what to say anymore.i put twenty four cards in the mailbox and i wish one would burst into flame.but i won't back out.i just keep thinking and thinking and remembering the most painful of things.that one small request, i misconstrue as one out of shame.or maybe i'm not exaggerating it, maybe it really was out of embarassment.a thousand other things, but i won't even talk about them.and these thoughts keep hurting me and kicking me in the stomach.i need to get away from my own head.
i think monday night i'm going to grosse pointe to see lee &relax.tuesday is garden city with ben, for some good movies.christmas eve and christmas is mandy, i believe.boxing day is emily, and pinball petes.saturday is les miserables, and sunday is return of the king with kris.
on that note, tonight tuffany, rex and i exchanged presents.i got a bitchin' scarf, a sweet sweater, and a shirt.love you guys.
i think monday night i'm going to grosse pointe to see lee &relax.tuesday is garden city with ben, for some good movies.christmas eve and christmas is mandy, i believe.boxing day is emily, and pinball petes.saturday is les miserables, and sunday is return of the king with kris.
on that note, tonight tuffany, rex and i exchanged presents.i got a bitchin' scarf, a sweet sweater, and a shirt.love you guys.