emily, that brand new song is amazing.what is it called?
six christmas presents are sitting in a corner of my room.i want to give them out now, because i think i did really well this christmas.each time i picked up a gift intended for someone, i knew it was perfect.i know tiffany will love her present, and i know she won't expect it.i know curt will love his, but that's because he told me what to get.i know claire will love and use hers, every week.i know katie will like her present.amanda will probably love her present most of all.i knew it was perfect for her.kristen will like her present, though it will pale in comparison to everything she has gotten me.and marissa's i still have to make, though it will only take a few minutes.i think she, too, will be pleased.
for once, i'm proud of myself.the look on the faces of the people i love will be the only thing i like about this holiday.there is something seriously perfect about giving, about sharing a part of yourself.i worked hard for the money that bought these gifts, and i think for the first time ever it will pay off in a big way.
malcolm and i decided the appendix will replace the heart in cases of love.it represents how useless love is.after all, the appendix can be removed and the body still functions fine.that's why i'm such an emo motherfuck.i still have my appendix.