tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life.....
Its decided im done with this marry-go-round education. I respect all the actors continuing their education, but almost all of them had another major or minor for back up i on the other hand did not and could not. Tomorrow im gonna spend most of the morning talking with my father about the legal and financial ramifications of my desicion. I really dont wanna lose contact with my acting peers soo hopefully we still hang. After my talk in the morning and what not im going to try and find a better paying job, i will keep my hollywood job until i feel that the new job is completly more finacially satisfying. After working these 2 jobs (and trying to save every incoming penny) im going to buy my piano, find my apartment, and move out hopefully before the new year. This is the most change i have ever put into my life, up until now i feel i have just floated along doing what people wanted or expected of me. I hope i can make my father proud in this way, I just know he wont understand or will he? Tonight me and my father just spent some time counting change and playing with his new machine hehe today was a good day for me and my father to do a little bonding before I drop this bomb on him. The apartment thing been thinking about splitting a two bedroom but i cant imagine for the life of me who i would like living with me while im trying to accomplish so much. I wanna find a cheaper apartment that isnt a shithole like a lotta the downtown area ones are. There are so many things to check off of the list before my new life is official bah! wish me luck