Oct 23, 2008 21:11
Kate
Kate! Here I am its 4 o’clock in the morning, and im out here in your yard, laying it out for! I’m a mess, a fucking wreck, I love you Kate! I can’t believe you did this to me. I was good to you, we did shit I wouldn’t have don’t in a million years, just because I loved you you better be listening to me in there. I hope he is in there with you by your side that fucking hard on with legs. He is too thick headed to even have a thought about how lucky he is to be with you! I woke up every day wondering how long till I got to see you, he just wakes up wondering if he is gonna get lucky today. I love you! And you had to love me too that doesn’t just go away! 4 years Kate! 4 fucking years! The 4 best years of my miserable life. I know you miss me! Just come out I know you’re in there! Come se how broken up I am. I haven’t slept in weeks I saw you today in the mall you didn’t look well either I know this is hard for you too, god dammit we are soul mates Kate! I dint mean to scare you away! I just wanted to be with you. That’s what the ring meant I wanted to be with you not scare you away. Fuck Kate! I love you! Why isn’t that good enough? I know you loved me so what happened what the fuck happened? If you don’t at least talk to me im afraid of what I might do. After seeing you today I went and looked at guns, I don’t know who it was for me…or someone else, I just wanna talk to you Im scared I haven’t slept, I can’t think anymore. If you wanna talk I’ll be at home, you know where it is. I don’t know if it will make any difference now but I love you, and always have.
think ill do this for my sof evals...now which funny one should i do??