skating/blah
Went skating today woo long time no skate good going back, Chris, Nico, Anna, Chels, Bobby, Amber, Peter, and Heather...Went shopping with amanda after skating, at walmart, it was a pretty good time :P bought some desperatly needed razors shaved twice today yea crazy, after walmart went to amanda's played with kitty and poo alil bit, ate velveta shells and cheese my fav mmmmm, then watched an episdoe of scrubs only one sad. but i got amandas dvd's now aha! Amanda has told me like three times now her family likes me i dun really know what that means lol, ive been over there like twice in the past whatever, but alas i guess thats good, and i like her kitties the first cats ive liked in a long while, I even HELD kitty tonight crazy! i havent held a cat since i can remember i am allergic but it didnt really bother me few sneeze's and meh. Lulu was the last cat I liked before she went crazy and it was sad when she started to go crazy cause we knew the end was near sad. I cant tell a lie and pajamas are soo hott to me and i dunno why. that rhymed. Am i seeing pillowman on sat? im missing my fucking second dance lesson fuck ass shit! i told my mngr id open sat without even thinking im an idiot goddamit! He is getting married soon i told him id come, i need a date, I want a date, i want a real date not a friend. Nov 17th or sumthin in beatrice. I love the concept of angels and maybe thats why i liked stabbing westward, and the dreaming both groups had mention of them alot. Always make me think of Karen my birth mother watching over me. An angel is the only tattoo id ever get and just as a symbol of her, and protection. I think about my life and the events of my life and what has lead me where and who ive met and i can always make good things from why my mother had to pass on, for some reason i feel now as her death as more protection over me as if she were to be alive, although i cant prove that and never will. Oh my mother complex lol. good to hint on it everyonce and awhile. For the Angels. Good night world, and I give a kiss and a little love out to all those who need it tonight.