Sep 19, 2008 00:40
My mind lately has been one huge cluster fuck lately. I can seem to figure out what to do with myself. Sometimes i feel i should just say what i feel no matter how strong or challenging they could be to people. My acting class with new prof is gonna be good i feel. Casino royale looks good, maybe its because i just love the new actor for bond, and for some reason the new bond girl reminds me of lacey weird. I just really dunno what to do with myself lately. Reading HP finally and its as amazing as everyone told me it would be started book 3 today. My friend amy is comeing back to town next month i think that will be awkward probably lol. Tonight i let my mind wander to the deepest of darks in my mind and that is why i got out of bed and onto my computer i had to stop thinking. I dont wanna work anymore but i do cause my coworkers rock, and there are cute girls that come in all the time :P
One of the frequent customers i always thought was cute talked with me and lindsey for like 10 min maybe longer that was cool. We also have a mouse or mice at work which i find hillarious b/c susie totally freaked amazing. If i actually made decent money at hollywood id quit everything else because everyone there is so amazing even tho the job sucks ass sometimes i mean really sux ass sometimes, we have to sell this stupid shit that no one will buy so we cheat alot..i mean alot and its retarted and i feel bad NO ONE WANTS TO FUCKING BUY IT CORP SO GET OFF OUR ASSES ITS A STUPID FUCKING IDEA!! movie insurance wtf is that! retarded! isnt dixie the cutest name ever? the a list. i think im hungry my tum tum is funny. why do i always go after the same kind of people? fuck me. why do i always have to appologize? why do i owe people anything? what did i have to be sorry for why do i have to cover my own ass? why the fuck do i feel i have to make everyone happy? why was i sorry for having a cigar? I like them i dont do it often and its calming for me, why should i feel sorry for that? and why does anyone care? why cant some people just leave me alone? why do the people i dont want to leave me alone pretend that i dont exist?.......sorry for anyone who was bored enough to read this goodnight crazy world