Jun 06, 2006 12:29
well my carrier right now is at a stand still and it really sucks because I'm on the verge of being discharged from the marines and no it will not be an honorable one. That means I lose everything benefits, anything to do with school loans, any kind of federal job/ loan / w.e I'm screwed over for and it totally sucks. not to mention if I do get out and go back to school the chance of me getting any "good" jobs is no where in sight :[
the wicked shitty thing is I want to be out but I dont want to go out this way sdfjhsdafgasg :\
:*(
I want to belive that I'll be alright and Im just exptecting the worse but I really dont know :[
blah I need loven =[