Days Go By...In The Blink of an Eye
Do you ever have the feeling...the power is out...it is a snow day...and you don't have anything to do...you are feeling a little hungry and really bored...so you keep eating and eating but nothing satisfies you...you are never full because you can't find that one thing that you want...you know what it is deep inside...but you can't find it...and you are still hungry at the end of the day...even though you have gained ten freakin' pounds from eating all that garbage. Well that is how I feel...as everyone undoubtedly knows...we got waxed by Haysi in the tourney...we played bad and they played the best game they could've...congrats to Haysi and Twin Valley teams all going to Regionals. I realized that well...it is over...it ended...my career...so ends another stage of high school...another stage in my life...to my teammates...it has been real...I will miss you all players. Valentines Day...what a wonderous day right? Well Valentines Day has been hard for me...the whole week really...I have found myself never feeling so alone like this before in my life...for once...I am the person that I say never to be...I am alone...lost...hurting...no longer always happy...why?? Because I am the guy on the snow day...I know who I want or what I want...and I am looking for her or for it...and I can't get her, I can't get it, I can't find her, I can't find it...because the her I have found and the it is the happiness that I feel when I am around her...I think everyone should just check themselves...if everyone in this stupid world just saw each other like I see her, then everyone would treat each other so much better...they would see the unadulterated beauty in life...without corruption or sense of time...I see her as the person I would love to be like...hard-working and honest, sweet and caring, beautiful soul really...she made me want to be better...and I miss her so...but this too shall pass..I must learn to deal with this...this heartache, this trial before me...in hopes that one day...I shall hunger no more...for I shall find that it...that feeling that I get around her.
Beav#5
Beav#5