Frustration...
Well we the Cobras are now like 8-7 or 8-8...I dunno...I am tired of losing...I am sick of it...we lost to Twin Valley at their homecoming. I got invited to TV's homecoming dance by a fly chica named Tabitha...which was cool...but I couldn't stay after the game...due to weather and taking mom and some friends to the game I had to drive home...so it was a lose-lose night...no party, no win. I have been playing the guitar a lot lately trying to write some new music...it is actually going along pretty good. I have gotten the feeling before...and I have it now too...that you could be happy with someone...that they are attracted to you...that they want you...but they want to try to avoid you...and I don't understand. Protection from getting hurt maybe? All I know is that when you have to try to not fall for someone...that is not cool...it tells you something. Basically all that is new lately...is I have just been trying to find a cool girl to have fun with...I am open to a relationship...but I don't want anything serious...I just want to hang out and have fun. I can't wait 'til college but I don't wanna leave high school and my friends...that sounds stupid I know but I guess I want the best of both worlds not the lesser of two evils. Anyways I have to go for now...In closing I guess sometimes or all the time it is best to follow your heart in everything, no matter what you do...and I guess here is where I vow..which I do...that the Cobras will not lose again...this I swear...!
Peace Out,
Beav#5
Peace Out,
Beav#5