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in my 3 years of college ive learned ONE thing.
life is just one crushing defeat after another.
for real.
i was watching the tv between my homework breaks and i heard a little blip from a show and this lady was preaching about college and she said one thing that stands out in my head.
YOU WILL FAIL AT THIS INSTITUTION.
yes i will. i have. i did. i still do. everday. i wake up and i FAIL. its what i do. i fail. i fall. i struggle. i cry. i cant get up. i try. and i try. and i try. and if you dont learn. you repeat. over. and over. and it goes nowhere. and you just keep dropping down.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
stop. i dont want to sieze anything. i dont want to sieze the day. i want the day to sieze ME. i want to be BLOWN away. i want to be suprised. i want to be intrigued. i want to be excited. i want to be shocked. i dont want to sieze anything. i want TO BE SIEZED.
im sick of being told what i need to know and learn and act like to be a success. because i dont know how to do that. i dont know how to be like you want me to be. am i not a sucess already? why do i have to take silly classes that mean shit to me to achieve. i want to rock this world but i dont see why i have to waste 4 years of my life doing it. i dont. i just dont. i dont know why i am here. since ive been here i feel like ive dont NOTHING with my life. seiously!!!! ive done nothing when i should be molding and shaping myself into the better person we all become when we graduate from college. i mean who HONESTLY cares how long it takes sheeps blood mixed with ethanol to become hemoloized??? or who really cares if malnoic acid, benzophenone or biphenyl mixed with hexane is soluble?!??!? who cares where your vomer bone is?? who cares HONESTLY cares what percentage of US nurses are cardiac nurses? or derm nurses? or midwives? APPARETLY SOMEONE THINGS I NEED THESE THINGS TO SUCCEED IN MY LIFE?!?!?!?
ive been in a bad mood for the past 3 years.
life is just one crushing defeat after another.
for real.
i was watching the tv between my homework breaks and i heard a little blip from a show and this lady was preaching about college and she said one thing that stands out in my head.
YOU WILL FAIL AT THIS INSTITUTION.
yes i will. i have. i did. i still do. everday. i wake up and i FAIL. its what i do. i fail. i fall. i struggle. i cry. i cant get up. i try. and i try. and i try. and if you dont learn. you repeat. over. and over. and it goes nowhere. and you just keep dropping down.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.carpediem.
stop. i dont want to sieze anything. i dont want to sieze the day. i want the day to sieze ME. i want to be BLOWN away. i want to be suprised. i want to be intrigued. i want to be excited. i want to be shocked. i dont want to sieze anything. i want TO BE SIEZED.
im sick of being told what i need to know and learn and act like to be a success. because i dont know how to do that. i dont know how to be like you want me to be. am i not a sucess already? why do i have to take silly classes that mean shit to me to achieve. i want to rock this world but i dont see why i have to waste 4 years of my life doing it. i dont. i just dont. i dont know why i am here. since ive been here i feel like ive dont NOTHING with my life. seiously!!!! ive done nothing when i should be molding and shaping myself into the better person we all become when we graduate from college. i mean who HONESTLY cares how long it takes sheeps blood mixed with ethanol to become hemoloized??? or who really cares if malnoic acid, benzophenone or biphenyl mixed with hexane is soluble?!??!? who cares where your vomer bone is?? who cares HONESTLY cares what percentage of US nurses are cardiac nurses? or derm nurses? or midwives? APPARETLY SOMEONE THINGS I NEED THESE THINGS TO SUCCEED IN MY LIFE?!?!?!?
ive been in a bad mood for the past 3 years.