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[beaux]

I wonder, sometimes, whether I was even meant to be loved.

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[senschuh]

Maybe, maybe not, but don't get too down yet. People are marrying later in life now.

[beaux]

I didn't mean just romantically, really... but thanks.

[senschuh]

In that case, God loves you, although that's probably not what you wanted to hear.

[beaux]

It's comforting in some ways, but in other ways not. I don't doubt it at all, but God loves me and you and Hillary Clinton and Charles Manson all the same.

I think what I need is for someone to find me worth something. Or to somehow convince me that my bad points aren't as overwhelming as they seem, and that I've got good points to balance them. I guess I need to know that to love me doesn't require an unconditionality that ignores all my flaws -- that I'm worth loving with my warts, and not in spite of them.

[pureplaya]

Of course people love you dahling, I am one of them:)

[beccatigress]

I too love you, because you are an awesome person. Hope you feel better soon, girl. *hug*