just let me fall asleep.
what a day.
I don't normally complain, especially on livejournal, but I'm about to. I'm allowed to do that sometimes.
First of all, I love my mom to death. She is one of my best friends, so obviously seeing her in pain isn't a great feeling. She had already gone through all the procedures possible for her back, but always ends up worse off than before. So when she left work early today because she was hurting, she tried her best not to let it show. It's like she's more concerned with me being worried than she is with her own physical pain. She, of all people, does not deserve that.
One of my best friends just got out of rehab. He swore he was going to turn his life around. Here we are a few weeks later, and it's like he forgot everything he promised his family, his friends. A few weeks after I talk about how happy I am for him, he's right where he started. This used to be the person who would drive to my house at 3 in the morning because he knew I was upset. This is the same person that watched his dad get drunk and hit his mom, and swore up and down he would never be anything like him.
In addition, I'm getting sick. I have to go out of town all weekend for some school knowledge bowl crap, which I'm not real excited about to say the least.
annnnd to top the evening off... I get an IM with some link, so I click it. Even though I had a fair warning, this still pretty much sucked.
I don't normally complain, especially on livejournal, but I'm about to. I'm allowed to do that sometimes.
First of all, I love my mom to death. She is one of my best friends, so obviously seeing her in pain isn't a great feeling. She had already gone through all the procedures possible for her back, but always ends up worse off than before. So when she left work early today because she was hurting, she tried her best not to let it show. It's like she's more concerned with me being worried than she is with her own physical pain. She, of all people, does not deserve that.
One of my best friends just got out of rehab. He swore he was going to turn his life around. Here we are a few weeks later, and it's like he forgot everything he promised his family, his friends. A few weeks after I talk about how happy I am for him, he's right where he started. This used to be the person who would drive to my house at 3 in the morning because he knew I was upset. This is the same person that watched his dad get drunk and hit his mom, and swore up and down he would never be anything like him.
In addition, I'm getting sick. I have to go out of town all weekend for some school knowledge bowl crap, which I'm not real excited about to say the least.
annnnd to top the evening off... I get an IM with some link, so I click it. Even though I had a fair warning, this still pretty much sucked.