sometimes i am such a dumbass but im starting not to care

[beautyxforashes]

all eyes on the calendar
another year i claim of total indifference
to here the days pile up
with decisions to be made
i'm sure all of them were wrong
into this song, i send myself
and with these drinks i plan to collapse and forget
this wasted year
these wasted years
devoted friends, they disappear
i'm sorry about the phone call and needing you

Comments

[the_reasons]

You were supposed to call me today - sober.
We could have talked then.

xo

[beautyxforashes]

i'm sorry about the phone call and waking you
i know that its late
but thank you for talking because i needed to
some things just can't wait

[leftwithouthope]

what the fuck becca.
You piss me off SO BAD. Dont fucking tell me you want to make plans to hang out, and get all sad like you acutally want to hang out, and then don't awnser your phone.
fuck you.

[beautyxforashes]

dude you need to not be a bitch to me.
i didnt even go to work saturday i slept till 5
im sorry jesus fucking christ im sorry
whatever
im a bad person
inform the world please.
maybe then i wont have any friends to fuckover anymore.