a little prayer

Aug 31, 2005 15:22

I pray to u miss weed god

hear my cry

saticfy my soul

before i die,

yea someone said that really great poem... they had more to the poem but cause we weren't high after they resited it they forgot all but what i wrote... it was sad cause being a stone i wanted it all... but hey u get what u can take down here... anyways i have been keeping a book of shadows down here... i think its better for me cause i always know what spells i do with it... i accually have become more spirtual down here... but nothing to worry about i am no where near what john turned himself into... and i know the second i said more spirtual u all were thinking about him... i did a spell to make some friends... the next day i met a relly kewl guy at the bus stop... i grabed his number and called him the next day... he was busy though so he said he would call me back later... and he did... i didn't i wanted to be anything but friends with him which is ashame cause hes pretty cute... cuban and egiption... i got to talking to him for like an hour or so and it furthered my only wanting to be friends with him... hes a taurs (hey u knew i was gonna ask him his sign)... i don't like really judging people by their signs just how they act but for some reason i have the hardest time falling for taurses... maybe cause im half and im all the stubborn bull i can handle... i have been feeling kinda lonely... been feeling like no one really misses me and if i didn't write to them they wouldn't even cair i was gone... it makes me feel sad... i know im wrong... or atleast i hope i am... but its hard... im always by myself and i can't help but feel that way... the only person i have no doubt in my mind misses me always is jessica... and i miss her most of all... i really hope when she graduates she really does come down her for college... i tell people that she is... only cause i wish it hard enough... but im gonna go im getting myself all choked up and im tired from work today... its just as busy as starbucks and let me tell u that is busy...

~tasha~
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