no cronic candy
i went to cronic candy to see if they posted my picture from ozzfest like they said they would... said it would be done in 2 weeks... its almost been 4 and it has nay been put up yet... it makes me feel unloved but i guess i can get over it... but i would have made me feel like a rockstar... being on a website for something other than someones journal... and a porn site... not saying i was ever on a porn site... *shifty eyes*... anyways still missing jess... i heard a song on the thingy at work yesterday... whell i really heard two that reminded me of jessica... one is self explainatory... it went like i smoked with the girls... and i don't know anyone i have smoked with more than jessica... and the other one was this song that sounded like some crappy song that would be at the end of some movie... but it did nothing but made me want to break down... i didn't of course... but i wanted to... god i miss that little girl... i knew i would but not this much... i still have no friends... and to be quite frank i sometimes feel like i don't want any new friends i just want my old ones back... i don't know its just that everyone here isn't like me and whell no one up there was like me either but... oh i don't know... maybe im just making excuses... its not ez to make friends down here unless u go to school... and i've been so busy with finding a stable job situation that i haven't had time to apply to college yet... but i think im done venting...
~tasha~
~tasha~