welcome to miami
so for all u who didn't know i moved to miami... and for all u who did im here... its ok so far... im mostly missing my friends... i slept most of the plain flight and read for the rest... when i got off the plain we went for taco bell and then to the house where i started unpacking my things... then my cousin jenny came home with some of her friends and we all left to go burn... which im glad for because after a hard day of leaving all my friends it feels good to go smoke... thank god weed is universal...
now the pre-good bye story... so i was picked up by jessica and her mom to be taken to her house... then dan and mike came over and smoked with us with mikes new peice he got at ozzfest... then jessica's friend dan called and she invited him over... at first i was a bit disapointed but i decited to get over it... the whole time i was so distant i knew i was leavin in a few hours and it really just made me feel invisible to the world...
whell i don't know what dan saw in me because i was so gone mentally... but he saw it in me... the story starts we were sitting on jessica's new futon watching hedwig and the angry inch... dan asked if he could sit next to me so i said sure... then he put his arm around me... from there he took that arm and started rubbing my belly... i wanted him to stop but it was like a release from my sorrows... so i said nothing... but then his hand started wondering from my belly to down my pants...
i wanted to scream no don't go down there... i have been having alot of problems with letting guys go down there as-o-late... it just feels wrong... but he did and i didn't stop him... it felt too good to be touched... it took all my pain away... and even though i didn't want it i guess i did because it didn't stop just there...
after the whole being fingured on the futonhe say noting wrong with making out with me... he would just grab me at will and start making out with me... but everytime he kissed me just like everytime he touched me it was like an excape... it did nay stop... and then after bumpers i asked my mom for an hour long extention and she gave it to me... so waiting for jessica to come back to her room dan grabed a hold of me on her bed and started to make out with me again...
but this time he started to hupm me... whell he acually humped me quite a few times through out the night... but this time he really started to hump me... and then the worst thing in the world happened... jessica walked in the room... she ran out really quickly... i got up fixed myself really quick and went after her... when i found her she was crying... she hated that i was leaving and that the last day i didn't spend enough time with her... so i convinced dan to take me and jessica out to smoke his weed... and he did...
the next day way the final good byes... i called up jessica and told her when to come over... i gave her back her gloves and and my dog collar and chain... we hugged and took pictures together talked and smoked a few cigs... then her mom came and she left... then i called dan and he came over and smoked me up before i left... but right before he left he wispered in my ear u were never a one day thing... and i know he wasn't lieing because he was talking about wanting to move down there for me and he said something about it to jessica...
but if u want to know my real feelings ur gonna have to wait till my next entry...
~tasha~
now the pre-good bye story... so i was picked up by jessica and her mom to be taken to her house... then dan and mike came over and smoked with us with mikes new peice he got at ozzfest... then jessica's friend dan called and she invited him over... at first i was a bit disapointed but i decited to get over it... the whole time i was so distant i knew i was leavin in a few hours and it really just made me feel invisible to the world...
whell i don't know what dan saw in me because i was so gone mentally... but he saw it in me... the story starts we were sitting on jessica's new futon watching hedwig and the angry inch... dan asked if he could sit next to me so i said sure... then he put his arm around me... from there he took that arm and started rubbing my belly... i wanted him to stop but it was like a release from my sorrows... so i said nothing... but then his hand started wondering from my belly to down my pants...
i wanted to scream no don't go down there... i have been having alot of problems with letting guys go down there as-o-late... it just feels wrong... but he did and i didn't stop him... it felt too good to be touched... it took all my pain away... and even though i didn't want it i guess i did because it didn't stop just there...
after the whole being fingured on the futonhe say noting wrong with making out with me... he would just grab me at will and start making out with me... but everytime he kissed me just like everytime he touched me it was like an excape... it did nay stop... and then after bumpers i asked my mom for an hour long extention and she gave it to me... so waiting for jessica to come back to her room dan grabed a hold of me on her bed and started to make out with me again...
but this time he started to hupm me... whell he acually humped me quite a few times through out the night... but this time he really started to hump me... and then the worst thing in the world happened... jessica walked in the room... she ran out really quickly... i got up fixed myself really quick and went after her... when i found her she was crying... she hated that i was leaving and that the last day i didn't spend enough time with her... so i convinced dan to take me and jessica out to smoke his weed... and he did...
the next day way the final good byes... i called up jessica and told her when to come over... i gave her back her gloves and and my dog collar and chain... we hugged and took pictures together talked and smoked a few cigs... then her mom came and she left... then i called dan and he came over and smoked me up before i left... but right before he left he wispered in my ear u were never a one day thing... and i know he wasn't lieing because he was talking about wanting to move down there for me and he said something about it to jessica...
but if u want to know my real feelings ur gonna have to wait till my next entry...
~tasha~