my secret letter to john...

[beautyssexslave]

whell john here it is... the hidden message... the thing u know but u don't want to think its there... that it could really be true... but it is there and u can't stop urself from seeing... ur not sorry... sorry is a word that u say when u feel remorse... but there is no remorse comming from ur mouth... just feelings of confusion... you see u aren't sorry but u want to be because u know what u did is wrong but u can't feel it and thats what makes it not real... was it not u who put urself on a leash and offered it to me just to take it off... and what do u expect comming from u... but i do know i can't say im any better... i am Love + War = Harm.. 4 20 = Tasha = Balance and if u didn't understand what that ment it means love and war equal harmony which equals 4 20 which equals me which equals balance... you can't have good without evil... and u can't have a world with out me... i may make u feel real good... but i can also bring out the worst in people... im sure a face like mines screams fuck up my world if u think u can... u know i may say im abused but what else could i call it... if i could give it another word i would cause u could never abuse me Mr. Black... most girls would say its my fault its something i did... but not me i know better i say it really is my fault cause i bring out the worst in people... and through my past records has there ever been a bad situation that anyone has not had with me... guh but now im rambling like u so respond any way u want if u even want to at all...

~tasha~

p.s. oh yeah... bangerang...