It's loves illusions I recall, I really don't know love at all
"Luke! where the fuck is my stash?!"
Those were the last I ever heard him say. The man I loved, the man who loved me. It's been awhile and now looking back on my life then I've come to realize something. I don't think he ever loved me, to him I was just someone so blinded by my feelings that I'd just take his shit. Someone he could treat badly but was too co-dependent to care, or to leave. I'd like to think I've grown since then, and that I never fall into that trap again.
Did I love him? Yes I loved him, and I still do even though he is gone. It still hurts every morning to wake up without him there, but there comes a time to move on.
That time is now. Now to find a job, and make a new life for myself. Least I have friends to help me out on that journey.
Luke Jamison
Original Character
156 words
Those were the last I ever heard him say. The man I loved, the man who loved me. It's been awhile and now looking back on my life then I've come to realize something. I don't think he ever loved me, to him I was just someone so blinded by my feelings that I'd just take his shit. Someone he could treat badly but was too co-dependent to care, or to leave. I'd like to think I've grown since then, and that I never fall into that trap again.
Did I love him? Yes I loved him, and I still do even though he is gone. It still hurts every morning to wake up without him there, but there comes a time to move on.
That time is now. Now to find a job, and make a new life for myself. Least I have friends to help me out on that journey.
Luke Jamison
Original Character
156 words