So Alone...
I feel so awkward with everything. My family is getting all messed up and I hate talking about that because i think it always looks like my fault but maybe that's because i'm blamed for everything. Everything I think is the right thing to do doesn't seem to be right nad I feel so odd about everything most days. I've climbed into a little balll and started sobbing. I know it's probably all in my head or it's grandma because the decisuion to put in a home has been made. I just feel like I'm not good enough for anything.