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Hold a mirror to show just what you've become
and read your diary to figure out where things went wrong.
I don't think I'll ever understand,
how a cowardly cat can call himself a man.
Keep walking down your shallow lonely road.
It's dark and cold and it's yours and yours alone.
If you dig too deep are you scared you'll find something?
Spoonfuls of shit will surely add up.
Inside you're begging for a cure for your disease.
Your life's a crime scene and it wont help to blame me.
seriously, i've been working non-stop. Some days i've found hard, but with naps, understanding love and friendships, and loving what i'm doing.. its easy to get it done and get through.
After Decemember, I will only have one job- thats a huge part of the load; I just want to have some extra money to buy some really awesome christmas gifts. I just love being able to go shopping and not worry about how much im spending or being able to afford what it is that I want to get someone exactly. So, I work for it. Its all worth it.
I was in the hospital Tuesday night, and I was there from 9 pm to 1 am with an IV and everything.. which was scary n' what not cus' for some reason out of nowhere I had these huge bruises on my legs..(not dinky ones, they were about the size of a palm). They ran tons of blood tests n' what not, and everything is perfectly normal.. nothing is too high, too low, or wrong. So, its quite strange and hopefully they just go away;
I dont think I ran into that many things though haha..
my hand is weeeeeeeeeellll bruised and it sucked the next day especially cus' I couldnt pick up anyting worth crap. But all this nonesense heals and i'm back to being just fine.
hmmm.. 1 month.. ♥
and read your diary to figure out where things went wrong.
I don't think I'll ever understand,
how a cowardly cat can call himself a man.
Keep walking down your shallow lonely road.
It's dark and cold and it's yours and yours alone.
If you dig too deep are you scared you'll find something?
Spoonfuls of shit will surely add up.
Inside you're begging for a cure for your disease.
Your life's a crime scene and it wont help to blame me.
seriously, i've been working non-stop. Some days i've found hard, but with naps, understanding love and friendships, and loving what i'm doing.. its easy to get it done and get through.
After Decemember, I will only have one job- thats a huge part of the load; I just want to have some extra money to buy some really awesome christmas gifts. I just love being able to go shopping and not worry about how much im spending or being able to afford what it is that I want to get someone exactly. So, I work for it. Its all worth it.
I was in the hospital Tuesday night, and I was there from 9 pm to 1 am with an IV and everything.. which was scary n' what not cus' for some reason out of nowhere I had these huge bruises on my legs..(not dinky ones, they were about the size of a palm). They ran tons of blood tests n' what not, and everything is perfectly normal.. nothing is too high, too low, or wrong. So, its quite strange and hopefully they just go away;
I dont think I ran into that many things though haha..
my hand is weeeeeeeeeellll bruised and it sucked the next day especially cus' I couldnt pick up anyting worth crap. But all this nonesense heals and i'm back to being just fine.
hmmm.. 1 month.. ♥