some I wrote
And i would give up everything i have
just to be happy again
but for now that does not seem possible
you are blind sided to my sadness
you think i am happy all the time
well heres clue number one. im not
Im an addict
not to drugs or alcohol
but to you
i am always tempted when you are around
like a bad dream you stay on my mind
I am told I am beautiful, happy and bold
but am i all these things i am told
im messy moody and i hate me
all of this i hide so no one can see
I look in the mirror and cry out in hate
running but finding no escape
im trapped beneath this surface of lies
why cant i just realize
My eyes they are hallow, dark with pain
yet everybody thinks in my life there is no rain
the reality is I am sad
I get depressed, i get so mad
i have a problem this i can admit
most days I feel like shit
I hate when people say they care
it is a lie, it just isnt fair
So lie one more time, see what will occur
this life i live is not so pure
Time passes by so quick
it slips through our fingers
people die, they get sick
we sit here and keep living oh how time, it lingers
I look in my mirror and see this hopless girl
fighting a war against herself
hiding her pain from the world outside
blank sheets of paper and a pen are her best friends
she tells them her problems, her fears
they dont judge her or hurt her
they mirror is slowly cracking and the girl within it is fading away
Black, my life black as can be
I'm hurting inside why cant you see
over and over its been the same
pointless is what it is like its a game
but I'm losing, and I'm losing bad
so many emotions not happy but sad
whats going on i cant see
who am i please tell me
I'm confused wondering what I'm doing here
this world i do fear
help me out will you friend
my heart is lost, help it mend
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