A letter i wrote to ben diller November 2004
Hello Dear. Im just writing you another one of those little letters that I write because i’m scared if I say it outloud to you I might stumble over my words or something. I just want to say that I love you, (sure you didn’t see that one coming!) and that you mean the world to me. It’s weird how things work out, how we met and everything that came along with it. These have been probably the happiest months of my life and I just want to let you know how much I appreciate everything you do for me.
You work and slave all day, getting dirt in your shoes and in holes you didn’t know you had, and you still find time to come and see me instead of going home and going to sleep. I know sometimes I get impatient and I seem selfish but I want to apologize because I don’t want to be like that anymore. Sometimes it’s just hard for me to take a step back and examine the whole situation and put your needs before mine. We’ve both have our problems, but we’re only human and I love you just the same no matter what.
You make me smile so much, and I almost want to cry while i’m typing this, just because I love you so much, it’s almost too hard for me to put into words. I’m glad I get to do something nice for you for your birthday, because you did something nice for me and I want to return the favor. You’re 20 years old now. You’re a grown ass man. You’re MY grown ass man and I hope we are together when I turn 20 as well. Wouldn’t that be nice? (hope you’re saying “yes” to that one)
I hope we continue to make each other as happy as we have been and just know that I love you very much.
You work and slave all day, getting dirt in your shoes and in holes you didn’t know you had, and you still find time to come and see me instead of going home and going to sleep. I know sometimes I get impatient and I seem selfish but I want to apologize because I don’t want to be like that anymore. Sometimes it’s just hard for me to take a step back and examine the whole situation and put your needs before mine. We’ve both have our problems, but we’re only human and I love you just the same no matter what.
You make me smile so much, and I almost want to cry while i’m typing this, just because I love you so much, it’s almost too hard for me to put into words. I’m glad I get to do something nice for you for your birthday, because you did something nice for me and I want to return the favor. You’re 20 years old now. You’re a grown ass man. You’re MY grown ass man and I hope we are together when I turn 20 as well. Wouldn’t that be nice? (hope you’re saying “yes” to that one)
I hope we continue to make each other as happy as we have been and just know that I love you very much.