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jesus christ im back in Richmond and I somehow never realized the amount of drama I was removing myself from by not living in this fucking city.
I love my friends here and I miss them terribly, but it seems like people here are going crazy from the heat or something.
I think I have confirmed that I will not be moving back to Richmond for a good while, at least not before the spring.
i think i have also decided that I want to buy a vehicle, and the next place I "settle down" will not be in a city.
I just can't take the drama. most of my friends want to build a community of really amazing people who are doing great things, but how the fuck are we supposed to do that if we can't stop fighting each other?
yeah, you tell me, cause I don't know.
call me bitter or disillusioned, maybe I am, but I know that I have goals and getting bogged down by drama is not on the list.
what to do?
you tell me.
I wish that I didn't already feel like this on only my 2nd full day back in this city, and maybe it will pass, but for now, it's where I am at, and I am trying to figure out where I want to be over the winter.
I'm doing circus tour this year. and I am excited for that.
I love my friends here and I miss them terribly, but it seems like people here are going crazy from the heat or something.
I think I have confirmed that I will not be moving back to Richmond for a good while, at least not before the spring.
i think i have also decided that I want to buy a vehicle, and the next place I "settle down" will not be in a city.
I just can't take the drama. most of my friends want to build a community of really amazing people who are doing great things, but how the fuck are we supposed to do that if we can't stop fighting each other?
yeah, you tell me, cause I don't know.
call me bitter or disillusioned, maybe I am, but I know that I have goals and getting bogged down by drama is not on the list.
what to do?
you tell me.
I wish that I didn't already feel like this on only my 2nd full day back in this city, and maybe it will pass, but for now, it's where I am at, and I am trying to figure out where I want to be over the winter.
I'm doing circus tour this year. and I am excited for that.