May 11, 2008 23:31
there is thing that had been bothering me alot when i think of it... i though i might write it down!! i dont why but BUT i really dont like being human.... i mean i hate my kind!! there is many more cases of murder violence rape or robbery annually registered then any of other good deed, for examply a charity, or selfless helps... i mean look around the world...where are we going? even take my economy of pakistan, the tyrant of oil and food inflation is eating it slowly... from where i see, the country is on fast track to economic destruction!! authorities here are so corrupted that without bribe an elderly man cant even get pension! after 11, a man cant go out with any valuables oreven in day, those walking by foot are in most danger of gettting robbed in any empty street!! i cant write whole night abt the problems but it wont end!! take my neighbour india, more than 16% of the population owns the whole resources of economy, from there films, majority of them are poor people, in mumbai many MANY people sleeps on pavements or sidewalks with newspapers as there bed and sheet! the other nieghbour, afghanistan, the broken country, the largest exporter of heroine in the world and US the largest consumer i think!! why is tht? of course the unionist forces claims tht al-qaieda is strong there!!but i have seen it there, when i travelled to norhtern side, compared to a country who has gdp of 15.5 trillion $ and with help of near whole world, how can even al-qaieda stand against them? i read the history of post 9/11 history and i was surprised that osama bin laden was the guy US supported in afghan-russia war, provided him with all strategics and ammunations!!
iraq, the virtually labeled one of worst coutnry to live these days, everysingle day every SINGLE day there is news of either any bomb blast, massacare or killings!! what the hell is up with world? why are we so narrow mindded? kill others to live? i mean wasnt it narrow mindedness that sparked world war 2? waasnt it narrow and rotting thought of adolf hitler , that only germans deserves to live, that started the war which cost around lives of millions of people.. world war one lead to 40 MILLION Casualties and WW2 cost 62 MILLION Lives...
this is a picture of holocast victims... massacare of 6 million jews simply because there fault were that thy were jews!!! and another 6 millions just becuz they were not human enough for people who dont understand them.... this is just a little part of big story.... imagine yourself you were sitting at home wathcing TV, or at bar hanging out with your friends, at work or doign something and suddenly within time you know your body is distegrated!! yes this happned in atomic bombing of heroshima and nagasaki... not on any military bases but on civilian city... tell me if this is not conflict of ideas then what it is? WHERE ARE WE GOING, Arent we worse then those animals livings in forest who just kill each other for food and now for lust money or domination!!?
you know its easy to say somebody died but how much painful it would be when i little pin can give us pain, losing yourlife would be 1000 times more pain... its reality, the conflict of ideas is bringing choas in the world,, its conflict of ideas that breaks relations and marriages.. i was surprised to see how marraiges work in west... cuz its really rare here... people compromise and live together no mattter how much hate each other... because of children,
what i really mean is i dont think there exists ANY justification to kill anyone... and i really dont trust humans anymore... as they grew up all they become is selfish... and i dont want to be one... but the problem is if i wont, i wont be able to live,!! i have seen it how people eat others when they found others weak!! the point is the world has become such a place where there is no place for good men&women to live.. WE wont let them live...
all thse weird thoughts of me is burried in me... i dont know what is the solution to the problem but there are more intelligent people out there... those who have resources and funds and minds, why dont they work? dont we have any emotion or any feelings for others around us?