Sometimes you feel like dying
I know this sounds terrible but i feel like i should just stop trying. i feel weighed down and i just want to cry and sleep and not move. i don't think my cousin is going to hang in much longer it is really scary she is only sixteen. i wish i could help her. i realized today i don't have a lot of friends a pretended like i didn't care, but i wanted to run and cry. i am just sad, but lately i have pretended a lot i think people might just think i am a bitch now.