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so this is it... you're slipping away, and fast. I can't believe how fast this has happened. You're in your own bed though, with mom right now as she holds your hand. You two have a very beautiful story, such a love story. I'd have to say today was very hard, so hard to see you in the condition you're in. I mean, you don't respond anymore. Since I've walked in the door this morning, we didn't get to exchange any words. However I was able to lay in bed with you. Just you and me, and I got to tell you so many things as I held your hand. And yesterday, we did exchange our last words.." I love you.. I love you too Jess"
I just wish things were different. I could go on and on about how I want things, but there is no use.. soon before I know it..everything is going to chnage. We have a nurse outside the door, moms hand in yours, and family/friends out sleeping in the house. You're loved.
I'm feeling very angry and helpless, I want to fix all of this. I just want some miracle..
I'm glad that you're at least at peace, and comfortable.
I'm going to miss you so much...
I just wish things were different. I could go on and on about how I want things, but there is no use.. soon before I know it..everything is going to chnage. We have a nurse outside the door, moms hand in yours, and family/friends out sleeping in the house. You're loved.
I'm feeling very angry and helpless, I want to fix all of this. I just want some miracle..
I'm glad that you're at least at peace, and comfortable.
I'm going to miss you so much...