sno lookin back, you know the past will stay.
funny how those things actually work. i do lovee that song
oddly enough i did allisons and she got the same thig as i did.funny how the quiz doesnt know we are best friends yet gave us the same awnser and it was based on oru user names.*sigh* sometiems i miss those days.
sooo i changed my mind about leaving obvoiusly. instead, i think im just gonig to delete most of my friends on here and just keep the oens i had when i started this with exctiopns [michelea you are still added along with a few others.] i will un join most of the commutines that i had joined also.because honestly i liked it alot better when i just had my few close friends on my el jay user list it was much eaiser and more enjoyable when we all barly new anyone and cared mre abotu what we had to say in our journals than how it look.i dont want this journal to be for shwo anymore. i dotn want it to be classy.i thinmk we shoudl all just delete all of the useless people in our el jays and make them feel hole and pure gain becuase it doesnt feel that way to me.it feels all materialistc. i want the morals and vaules i used to have for it to be here again.
and this seems the best way tp do so. sothats what im doing.mind you.no one has to do this becuase i am.dont think im tellnig you to or ill be upset if you dont. im just stating my oppoion afterall that is what this journal is for.and its mine.so yeah now you know.im staying its just gonig to be a tight knit el jay. i would appericate it if ya'll atleast commetned more liek we used ot.i know its not easy to do that when youve got a million firends and communities popping up on your page with logn updates you just dotn want to read and comment on other peoples updates liek the people who we started el jay with.and thats who really matter ot me.my firends.so thats how its gunna be now.
now onto other things i was looknig through old el jay entires its beautiful to me.
i love this song-
I wanna be there when you call
I wanna catch you when you fall
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll find our way grown
Today?s the day we?ll fade away
I wanna be there when you cry
And when you?re down I?ll help you fly
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be the one you breathe
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll find our way grown
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
But I?m coming back,
and I?m taking back everything I can
It?s breaking me up and tearing me up
It?s all I have
And I?m coming back,
and I?m taking back everything I can
It?s breaking me up and tearing me up
It?s all I have
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll find our way grown
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll fade away, oh
Today?s the day we?ll fade away