Oct 31, 2004 17:03
Woot! How exciting...it's Halloween. It may be exciting for the other kids in this world/country but not for me. I get to sit at home...ahh yes...the power of home. It's wonderful, isn't it? Nope...it sucks, thank you very much. I could be somewhere but I don't want to because no one invited me and I sure as hell wasn't going to invite myself for that's just rude. Oh well...I honestly don't really care that much. Sitting at home is fun...I got to watch some of MLS soccer...it was pretty good...except it WASN'T European football so it's not the best. Enough about me complaining about not going anywhere.
Ow...my arm still hurts from yesterday. I can't lift it very high...uh-oh. At least my leg doesn't hurt anymore, so it's all good. Kind of. Oh, and I tried talking to Abbi today...well...pshh...she just got offline after I asked how are you? I think I'm going to give up because I don't want to hold on to something if it's not there. I want to move on in my life...not dwell in the past and always be sad and feeling alone. Well...I'll still feel alone and sad so nevermind that idea. It'd be kind of worthless.
Oh...and my dad is being a jackass once again today. Complaining about the dishes not being done...while he's lying on the couch ALL day and watching Football. Heaven forbid he does something in this house. He never does! I don't fucking understand...and I don't really want to live with him anymore. My mom's not so bad, but I don't really lik her that much. I don't really like parents. 3 more years and then I'm off on my own. I'm joining the Air Force and if I like it I'm staying in it until I retire. Then I shall move to England or somewhere in Europe because I refuse to live in the god damn media controlled country where everyone hates those who are different when really the different people are what make this such a wonderful country...we need these different people otherwise it would be a boring conformist country. Although it already kind of is...but uh...yeah. We can't keep making fun and denying these people rights just because they love differently. It doesn't matter how you love, just as long as you love someone and they love you in return. I don't understand why so many people hate homosexuals. Ugh...it makes me want to die. Oh, and you want to know what else is annoying? When someone calls a pen "gay" or another person "gay." I don't understand....I want to flip out and start yelling at that person as to why the hell did you just say that? Do you really think a pen is gay? I don't. And calling another person that is just stupid. It's not really that insulting. I'd honestly be proud to be called that, I'd take it as a compliment. I feel there is nothing different with homosexuals than there is with heterosexuals. I personally don't really like heterosexual people because ALOT of them are too stupid and close-minded to understand anything. Ugh...okay...I'm done now.