my day
So my day. It wasn't that bad to begin with. Well i of course got no sleep but that i am use to. My dad was even happy today and that never happens. All the shit started this afternoon. I was suppose to go on a trip with my mom but i forgot that i promised my neighbor that i would feed their cat when they went awat this weekend. She already paid me and she already left. So i have to stay here and do what i said i would. Now my whole family is making me feel guilty about not going with her because now she has to go alone. I asked them why the fuck they don't go with her and they said that they had to go shopping. What the fuck!!!! I just want to yell at them how dare you try to make me feel guilty when you won't even go yourself! You always put yourself first! Fuck You All!!! The anger is still buring in my throat and i don't dare do up stares for i am afraid that it will all come out and all that will get me is an ass kicking and more guilt. i have enough guilt from them to last this life and 3 more. When will enough be good enough for you.