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Who ever knew it would hurt so much to be.
who ever knew it feel so good to cut.
The blood is my friend.
It feels so bad untill the blade kisses my skin in the gentlest way.
No one ever knew. No one ever knows.
But you'll read. And you 'll never look at me the same.
All i wanted was to talk, to love, to be held.
Never. They never happened.
Am i that bad?
Pain.
Pain.
All i have is pain.
I can't hold it forrever and if i let it go, then it comes back as my fault.
Maybe it all is my fault.
My arm crys blood for my pain.
Then it laughs and all is better.
Then my eyes cry.
I go to sleep in my bed alone.
I want someone there to it kiss it all better.
I want someone new.
I need a truelove
I need love.
Kiss the blood away.
blow me away.
I want to stop.
I can't
I want to be fixed.
Not by you.
I can't be fixed.
What is a girl to do?
who ever knew it feel so good to cut.
The blood is my friend.
It feels so bad untill the blade kisses my skin in the gentlest way.
No one ever knew. No one ever knows.
But you'll read. And you 'll never look at me the same.
All i wanted was to talk, to love, to be held.
Never. They never happened.
Am i that bad?
Pain.
Pain.
All i have is pain.
I can't hold it forrever and if i let it go, then it comes back as my fault.
Maybe it all is my fault.
My arm crys blood for my pain.
Then it laughs and all is better.
Then my eyes cry.
I go to sleep in my bed alone.
I want someone there to it kiss it all better.
I want someone new.
I need a truelove
I need love.
Kiss the blood away.
blow me away.
I want to stop.
I can't
I want to be fixed.
Not by you.
I can't be fixed.
What is a girl to do?