Me
This is the first. The first whatever you want to call it. I guess i should start with a reason. I'm doing this because i need to release what ever this shit is in my mind. Everything in me keeps me from sleeping because all it does is float around eating me not so quietly. And i'm going insane, or so it feels like. I have always pretended that i was alright, that nothing ever bothered me and look where the fuck it got me. So no more pretending. I'm a fucked up little girl who is so alone her skin hurts. So you all are the first to get the real me. I ask you not to judge me to harshly for my gard is down and everything hurts.