i had a 5 year plan but now im back at square one.
its funny how it only takes a few seconds for you to ruin your life...for the time being at least.
everytime that something good happens, i get so excited because i think things are working out and everythings going to be okay, but the result is always even worse than how crappy everything was going in the first place. its kind of like this:
things are shitty--> something good happens--> something bad happens and things are shittier than in the beginning.
i wish i could have a normal functional healthy relationship.
i cant stop listening to the smiths especially the song asleep. i had a dream last night that i had killed myself and left that song on a note beside my bed as my note. i wasnt as scared when i woke up as i should have been.
on the plus side, i met a really nice new friend.
everytime that something good happens, i get so excited because i think things are working out and everythings going to be okay, but the result is always even worse than how crappy everything was going in the first place. its kind of like this:
things are shitty--> something good happens--> something bad happens and things are shittier than in the beginning.
i wish i could have a normal functional healthy relationship.
i cant stop listening to the smiths especially the song asleep. i had a dream last night that i had killed myself and left that song on a note beside my bed as my note. i wasnt as scared when i woke up as i should have been.
on the plus side, i met a really nice new friend.