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Aug 20, 2005 23:51

You may be pretty, but you will never be pretty enough.
You may be fun, but you will never be fun enough.
You may be happy, but you will never be happy enough.
Eventually you realize good is never good enough.

I hate feeling that way, and typically can get around it my making my self happy and realizing that alone I am good enough. Then you find something or someone to burst that happy bubble. Just when you think things are looking up they turn down. Just as I start to believe in fate and that life is going to be okay. It turns for the worse. I have a feeling that this is all lifes little way of telling you that you have no one to depend but yourself. I've always lived by a rule that I live for myself. Not to say that I'm selfish, because I would hate to be that way. It means to just not let yourself depend on others for happiness. Do that your self. Surround yourself with people who make you happy and leave them when they dont anymore. I've never searched for a guy to be with, boys arent that worth it. When they find me... now i know i should run. I know this wont really make sense, but its my way of being cryptic without being obvious.

I was talking to Dustin the other day and he always seems to have such a clear view of anything that he sees. He helped me to see and seeing sucks sometimes. And for as much as i can make myself happy, sometimes you wish that the people you care about most were there to do it instead.

but for the most part i am obsessed with the new Jason Mraz and Hilary Duff cd's so if you want to download anything good try the songs
Life is wonderful - Jason Mraz
The getaway - Hilary Duff.

i love you guys bye
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