My philosophies

[beautyindreams]

I was thinking long and hard about love the other day, or maybe everyday for that matter, because isn't it true that love is the basis of our society? I think so anyways.Maybe I think about it because I feel also that I am the only person in the house without anyone, or maybe I think about it because I feel it. I think there are two parts of love....feeling loved and loving. The greatest of these feelings is loving someone else. That I believe is when you know you are truly in love, when you don't care if they love you, just the fact that you would do anything for them. A lot of times many people think it's the other way around. Which in turn is where people starting having false feelings, just because it feels good to be loved. A lot of people, especially girls I have noticed, (afterall I am one) tend to have these false hopes a lot. It makes people feel better about themselves, to be loved that much by one person. However, thinking about it has made me realize that there is so much more to life. I know so many people that rely on relationships to make them happy. Life is so short, why would you waste part of it trying to love something thats not real when there is so much else out there. Most guys are dogs anyways ALWAYs thinking about sex...I have a brother, he tells me these things and I totally believe him. So in thinking this I think I am very gaurded towards letting guys in. HAAA A i have turned down a few guys here and it feels good to be like HA you think youre hot but youre not. Maybe I'm a bitch...no I'm just cool and am not interested..in anyone!! :) I do know that there is true love though and that someone out there truly loves me or will. Maybe I've already found it, and maybe I'm still waiting for it. hahahahahaha that was my deep thought of the day...

Today two of my classes were canceled and one was let out early....LIFE IS GOOOOOOOOOOD. I am waiting for a phone call from TCBY....I think I may have a job. If not there then hopefully sonic! MMMMM CORNDOGS...FREE CORNDOGS!!! K i'm out...

"...until you're resting here with me!"