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Life is so complicated I decided, but I love it. Today I was thinking...I hide my emotions very very well...most of the time. I like it that way, because I hate people asking me whats wrong. I can think about it and work things out in my head just fine without having to bother other people. I think I use music as an outlet as well. I don't know what I would do without it. It's not that it explains my situations to me, but I just enjoy listening to it, and it comforts me...if that makes any sense. Yes, I am frusterated today. But there's nothing anyone can do. It's just a mindset that I have to get over, and I realize that. I only live once, why be upset and irritated with petty little things huh? Especially when I know that I have a place and a purpose, and that's what I'm here doing right NOW!
I hate homework. That's the first thing I need to get over. School is a part of life...is it so wrong that I just really can't stand it and possibly don't care that much? Maybe I sound ignorant and stupid saying that, but I really don't think half the stuff I'm learing has anything to do with MY life. Yes I want to edjumikated...haha...but come on....MATH?....exactly.
My parents are coming up this weekend!! EEEEEE! I miss them very much....I wish my broha was coming with them though because I miss him most I think. Even though this summer was the first time we really hung out, he's like my closest friend, in a weird way. Obviously he's lived with me for 19 years, so he knows me better than anyone!
Colorado....rocks. It's so cold right now, and HEY....that means ski season is gonna start soon. HELL YES!
K, it's wed. and I'm out....later
I hate homework. That's the first thing I need to get over. School is a part of life...is it so wrong that I just really can't stand it and possibly don't care that much? Maybe I sound ignorant and stupid saying that, but I really don't think half the stuff I'm learing has anything to do with MY life. Yes I want to edjumikated...haha...but come on....MATH?....exactly.
My parents are coming up this weekend!! EEEEEE! I miss them very much....I wish my broha was coming with them though because I miss him most I think. Even though this summer was the first time we really hung out, he's like my closest friend, in a weird way. Obviously he's lived with me for 19 years, so he knows me better than anyone!
Colorado....rocks. It's so cold right now, and HEY....that means ski season is gonna start soon. HELL YES!
K, it's wed. and I'm out....later